All the different little emotions I experience get caught up in the most interesting, vile, or annoying tapestries at times.
There is a feeling of stress which I’m definitely feeling right now that I must wonder if I will feel when I’m done with Tech. It’s hard to put into words, but giving it ye olde college try I’d say it’s “the stress of the imminent and omnipresent pressing me with the knowledge that I have too much to focus on / too much to do / can’t get it done / won’t get it done / won’t get it done like I want it / can’t do what I like / won’t do what I like because instead I will do (THING),” on top of all of the other attempts to fill in the Pyramid.
By my estimate, I will forget this feeling for a long time after I graduate because I intend to only work in those things in which I have a sincere interest. I’ve felt that for just about none of my classes at GT, and they have been the aforementioned “imminent and omnipresent (THING).”
But it’s pulling me back!