I had a pretty hard test today in VLSI and Advanced Digital Design, which ended at 6. I came home to relax. I wound up having three really different but difficult conversations online, at the same time. It taxed me, and even though it’s late I needed someone else to talk to.
I found a friend on Facebook chat who I used to play music with, but who got wise and left Tech after a year even though he was on a football scholarship. Like magick, he had this to say:
kind of random here, but are you happy you left tech
im not psyched about having left school
but tech was not for me at all
so even the negativity of leaving school was outweighed by the positivity of leaving Tech
not the way i was experiencing it anyways
it was a tradeoff
i mean the last 3 years havent been a walk in the park
but at least im able to be what i want
true that man
why do u ask?
looking back on all of this I’m just so tired, I feel like there’s a lot of life I’ve wasted
ya i mean everybody has there regrets
hindsight is 2020
at the same time though it has shaped me and will enable me to do a bunch of good stuff
but, this is my youth
ya i hear u
i mean are you 23 at this point?
will be in Feb
dont stress about youth
were still young
I needed to hear that
i kind of get that way sometimes but it seems to me that it just sort of perpetuates it
stressing about not taking advantage of whatever though
you just miss the next thing if you do that
And there is my night.